I know, I said I'd do a Join.Me during winter vacation, you guys probably hate me or something now...
But I have a reason and sorry it was sort of a run away from the truth.
My grand-father died right after vacation started (December 19th). He was the one of my most treasured person. You see, some people live far away from their grand parents but our family literally lives on the house above theirs, so, of course we are very very close to my grand parents. I used to visit them when I could and would talk to my grand-mother, while my grand-father just sits there and listens.
I remember once I was sad and told my grand-father about it. He sat silently listening to me. Even though he didn't say much, I knew he understood.
His death changed our daily routine; He used to always call my house to check if my sister and me are doing fine and now the calls are gone...I truly miss him with all my heart and simply just typing this journal brings me to tears.
I want to see him one last time.
I wanted to start drawing my feelings, but it just couldn't come out; I was thinking of something, but I couldn't put it on paper. My mind was frozen. I was thinking too much, I was denying my grand-father's death.
Yes, it affected me all vacation long, even now I can't really draw properly. I'm doing my best to catch up the practices I missed.
I am currently working on a story that I was able to think of, I will talk about it soon
Thank you for understanding, and treasure what you have no lost.